ShORtie_Kae's Xanga

Monday, November 30, 2009

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 09:08:44 GMT

No matter how much I miss you, you're not worth my time. At times I want to cry because I miss you so much that it hurts. When I think again, you're not worth my time anymore. Why were you important to me? I'm just another girl in your life. A stupid girl that is. A girl that is willing to be half-blinded and to be selective hearing. Why was I so stupid to believe what I want to hear? The times I spent with you was worthwhile. The tears that I've shed for you are wasteful. Why didn't I listen to my mind and instead I followed my heart? Why did you do what you do? Whatever happened to us? Maybe you never thought of "us", you only thought of yourself. Why are you so selfish? Why did you cause me pain? Why do I miss you.................... for the last time I want to tell you that I miss you, but I can't. I'm not going to allow myself go through the pains. People come in and out of our live, some stay and many leaves. Life is about giving people chances and letting things go. I now need to let you go and move on with my life........ I miss you for the last time..........

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 20:44:33 GMT

what's are you to do when all hopes are gone?
when you thought all you had was in front of you just starts to shatter into pieces, what are you to do then?

Friday, October 10, 2008

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 04:21:08 GMT

an older cousin with a young heart from australia advice me to....

live life to the max.. u only have 1 shot... so make the most of it wheneva, howeva and with whoeva... and neva regret the past but learn from it...

Monday, October 06, 2008

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 05:21:13 GMT

i have to wake up and face the reality, i can no longer sit here and fantasize.
i have to stand strong and face my weakness
because it will only make me stronger...

raindrops

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 05:19:11 GMT

it was raining today. rainny days brings back plenty of good ol'memories, memories that will be kept in my heart. Everytime i reminisce about those good ol'times, it brings a smile to my face.

i wish i was a kid again...
so i can go outside and run in the rain,
so i can jump in the puddles the rain left,
so i can drain myself away with the silent rain...
oh those sweet ol'memories...
now that we're all grown...
now that when it rains,
all we can do is pray for it to go away
so we can continue with our day...
we no longer take our time to enjoy the silent whisper of the rain
we just long for it to disappear....
I may be growing each and everyday,
but i'm still a kid at heart...
i still long for those rainy days
where i know i can just sit there and reminisce,
where those sweet memories of mine were created...

i miss rainny days.. i hope it comes again soon so i can enjoy it~

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 07:00:25 GMT

"life is a series of choices that needs to be made, you need to surround yourself with good informations in order to make good choices" saids my accounting professor.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 03:55:07 GMT

some people just DON'T listen and others just DON'T or CAN'T understand!
now, if we all would just listen and try to be as understanding as we can,
the world will be in a better place.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 21:14:01 GMT

In life, we do things. Some we wish we had never done and some we wish we could replay a million times. But they all make us who we are and in the end they shape and detail us. If we were to reverse them, we wouldn't be the person we are today. So just live, make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But never second guess who you are, where you've been and most importantly, where you're going.

p.s. <33 =]

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 21:29:12 GMT

been a while. but yes. let see today. spring break. went shopping with my friend chiii.. it was FUN~ we went to south street... in philly. WE LOVE IT THERE. so many pretty boutiques. mmm HMM well umm its a beautiful day~ almost out of school YAY~ happy happy~ ok. tata
<3kristy

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 02:35:21 GMT

yes. another entry? yes. hahaha.. let see.. life's boring. well i got a job! yep a diner =] well i need some extra cash to spend ya know? cause i'm kinda broke.. hahaha.. well yea.. hmm.. nothing else interestin in life.. cant wait till spring break cause imma be OUT. well hopefully i'm off lock-down now.. hahaha.. well most likely i am off lock down but yea.. i really like want to go out bad. but me and my friend chi plan on going to new world-karaoke. it's like rurulala i guess.. they dont card u for drinking WHICH IS HELLA TIGHT! hahaha.. and we gonna hit the club.. no not them underage ones.. hahaha... and we gonna go bowl with some friends too... it's gonna be hella fun if i get to get out.. hahaha.. its gonna be CRAZY i'm tellin you~ hahaha. so yea. bout prom. i really dont know why but i'm not excited for them no more. like how last year i was all hyped bout dances and all. this year prom's different i guess its cause i'm not around the people i was with my last 3 years of high school so its weird? but yea. iono. if i get a date i might go. i might not. depends. it all DEPENDS. all i really want to do at this moment is to get out of the freakin house. i really dont know how i made it through stayin home since. nov! i really dont know. i'm pretty sure i'm off lock down now.. hahaha. well that's it for now? i'll update when i get out again. LMAO~ take carez friends

love ya. miss ya.
<3kristy