| No matter how much I miss you, you're not worth my time. At times I want to cry because I miss you so much that it hurts. When I think again, you're not worth my time anymore. Why were you important to me? I'm just another girl in your life. A stupid girl that is. A girl that is willing to be half-blinded and to be selective hearing. Why was I so stupid to believe what I want to hear? The times I spent with you was worthwhile. The tears that I've shed for you are wasteful. Why didn't I listen to my mind and instead I followed my heart? Why did you do what you do? Whatever happened to us? Maybe you never thought of "us", you only thought of yourself. Why are you so selfish? Why did you cause me pain? Why do I miss you.................... for the last time I want to tell you that I miss you, but I can't. I'm not going to allow myself go through the pains. People come in and out of our live, some stay and many leaves. Life is about giving people chances and letting things go. I now need to let you go and move on with my life........ I miss you for the last time.......... |
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| what's are you to do when all hopes are gone?
when you thought all you had was in front of you just starts to shatter into pieces, what are you to do then? |
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| an older cousin with a young heart from australia advice me to.... live life to the max.. u only have 1 shot... so make the most of it wheneva, howeva and with whoeva... and neva regret the past but learn from it...
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| i have to wake up and face the reality, i can no longer sit here and fantasize.
i have to stand strong and face my weakness
because it will only make me stronger... |
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| it was raining today. rainny days brings back plenty of good ol'memories, memories that will be kept in my heart. Everytime i reminisce about those good ol'times, it brings a smile to my face. i wish i was a kid again...
so i can go outside and run in the rain,
so i can jump in the puddles the rain left,
so i can drain myself away with the silent rain...
oh those sweet ol'memories...
now that we're all grown...
now that when it rains,
all we can do is pray for it to go away
so we can continue with our day...
we no longer take our time to enjoy the silent whisper of the rain
we just long for it to disappear....
I may be growing each and everyday,
but i'm still a kid at heart...
i still long for those rainy days
where i know i can just sit there and reminisce,
where those sweet memories of mine were created... i miss rainny days.. i hope it comes again soon so i can enjoy it~
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